29 dic 2009

PIERRE PIERRE

Me renové hasta donde me tenía que renovar y borré lo
que tenía que borrar; me di cuenta que no puedo ni quiero
dejar de ser yo.
Tal vez eliminé mi conducta berrinchuda y tomaré con madurez las cosas de ahora en adelante, pero el ser
Pierre nadie, ni yo, podrá quitarmelo.
Los cambios son buenos, sí, pero no puedo transformar mi
ser en algo que no es ni jamás será. Me siento como Cruella de Vil después de haber escuchado el reloj del
Big Bang: volvió a ser aquella persona que persigue su sueño pero sin dejar de ser ella, simplemente con las cosas más claras y, tal vez, mejor.








-Yo por mí, así podré compartir.
pierre
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28 dic 2009

HMM






Where do you go with your broken heart in tow
What do you do with the left over you
and how do you know when to let go
where does the good go
where does the good go

look me in the eye and tell me you dont find me attractive
look me in the heart and tell me you wont go
look me in the eye and promise no love is like our love
look me in the heart and unbreak broken it wont happen

its love that leaves and breaks
the seal of always thinking you would be
real happy and healthy strong and calm
where does the good go
where does the good go

where do you go when your in love and the world knows
how do you live so happily while I am sad and broken down
what do you say it's up for grabs now that your on your way down
where does the good go
where does the good go

look me in the eye and tell me you dont find me attractive
look me in the heart and tell me you wont go
look me in the eye and promise no love is like our love
look me in the heart and unbreak broken it wont happen

it's love that leaves and breaks
the seal of always thinking you would be
real happy and healthy strong and calm
where does the good go
where does the good go

...

Look me in the eye and tell me you dont find me attractive
look me in the heart and tell me that you wont go
look me in the eye and promise no love is like our love
look me in the heart and unbreak broken it wont happen

its love that leaves and breaks
the seal of always thinking you would be
real happy and healthy strong and calm
where does the good go
where does the good go

it's love that leaves and breaks
the seal of always thinking you would be
real happy and healthy strong and calm
where does the good go
where does the good go

where does the good go
where does the good go
where does the good go
where does the good go

(look me in the eye)
where does the good go
(and tell me you dont find me attractive)
where does the good go
(look me in the heart)
where does the good go
(and tell me you wont go)
where does the good go
(look me in the eye)
where does the good go
(and promise no love is like our love)
where does the good go
(look me in the heart)
where does the good go
(and unbreak broken)
where does the good go
(it wont happen)

where does the good go?



-Quiero saber.
pierre




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27 dic 2009

DOMINIQUE


Es ahora que me doy cuenta que criticar, hacerte ser odiado, y vestir siempre cool sólo causa problemas. Tal vez al momento te puedas sentir cual Regina George, pero de nada sirve intimidar a las personas, y menos utilizar berrinches cuando quieres lograr tu cometido.

Dicen que los cambios se dan en una persona cuando ésta se siente incómoda o insatisfecha con su presente. Yo amo mi presente y cada momento, pero no es la situación lo que quiero modificar, sino mi reacción y conducta hacia ciertos puntos.

Me dormí más tranquilo de que como me acosté, pero desperté con la misma necesidad de sacar todo el veneno que he estado cosechando desde hace mucho tiempo.






-Sé que no lo leerás, pero con un sólo día me dejaste algo inmensamente sdkjfh.
pierre



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17 dic 2009

LIST

  • Graduated High School.
  • Kissed someone.
  • Smoked cigarettes.
  • Got so drunk you passed out.
  • Rode every ride at an amusement park.
  • Collected something really stupid.
  • Gone to a rock concert.
  • Helped someone.
  • Gone fishing.
  • Watched four movies in one night.
  • Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
  • Lied to someone.
  • Snorted cocaine.
  • Failed a class.
  • Smoked weed.
  • Taken a college level course.
  • Been in a car accident.
  • Been in a tornado.
  • Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
  • Watched someone die.
  • Been to a funeral.
  • Burned yourself.
  • Ran a marathon.
  • Your parents got divorced.
  • Cried yourself to sleep.
  • Spent over $200 in one day.
  • Flown on a plane.
  • Cheated on someone.
  • Been cheated on.
  • Written a 10 page letter.
  • Gone skiing.
  • Been sailing.
  • Cut yourself.
  • Had a best friend.
  • Lost someone you loved.
  • Shoplifted something.
  • Been to jail.
  • Had detention.
  • Found the love of my life.
  • Skipped school.
  • Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
  • Stolen books from the library.
  • Gone to a different country.
  • Dropped out of school.
  • Been in a mental hospital.
  • Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
  • Had an online diary.
  • Fired a gun.
  • Gambled in a casino.
  • Had a yard sale.
  • And a lemonade stand.
  • Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
  • Been in a school play.
  • Been fired from a job.
  • Taken a lie detector test.
  • Swam with dolphins.
  • Gone to sea world.
  • Attempted suicide.
  • Voted for American/Australian Idol (x factor.)
  • Written poetry.
  • Read more than 20 books a year.
  • Gone to Europe.
  • Loved someone you couldn’t have.
  • Wonder about your sexuality.
  • Used a coloring book over age 12.
  • Had surgery.
  • Taken a taxi.
  • Seen the Washington Monument.
  • Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
  • Overdosed.
  • Had a drug or alcohol problem.
  • Been in a fist fight.
  • Suffered any form of abuse.
  • Had a hamster.
  • Petted a wild animal.
  • Used a credit card.
  • Gone surfing in California.
  • Did “spirit day” at school.
  • Dyed your hair.
  • Got a tattoo.
  • Had something pierced.
  • Got straight A’s.
  • Been on the Honor Roll.
  • Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
  • Taken pictures with a webcam.
  • Started a fire.
  • Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
  • Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

14 dic 2009

NEVER

Me senti tan sucio al salir que me fui a dar una vuelta por el centro mientras fumaba para quitarme el mal sabor. Fui a la casa y me acosté. Mau me marcó para ir al antro pero no me sentía tan bien como para salir. A los veinte minutos Yago me manda un sms; lo único que recuerdo de ese mensaje, y que es lo más importante, es P.D. AMO LA FIESTA.

Cigarros, barra libre y escapada de mi casa; mi fin de semana.



- Y no estás.
pierre


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